Hunza : the Black Mountain Dragon anthology

Photos: Facebook public blog page "Black Mountain Dragon" & Passu par Bernard Grua

This is the documentation for the article: "The incredible hate tale of an extremist troll dreaming of revenge and destruction against a minority of an high Karakoram valley". We decided to publish the original posts of the troll a resident of Hussaini (Gojal). Let's remind us, before, a few things. 

On her Facebook blog page, «Black Mountain, Dragon Soul - a Wounded Mystic Spins Her Yarn », Ramla Akhtar, aka Rmala Aalam exposes her vision about her esoteric missions regarding a Wakhi community living in a high and remote valley of the Karakorams, Northern Pakistan. She denounces a large sex abuse conspiracy in an environment of altitude, drug, alcohol and dances, involving all inhabitants, from kids to oldest persons and their foreign visitors. She explains how it relates, according to her, to the tradition, the religion and the racism of this small ethinicty of Persian origin and of Ismaili faith. In this article are presented her related posts respecting her typo, her grammar and her style. In a privacy concern the people names exposed in her text have been coded. Only the titles, actually just key words while each post addresses several different issues, have been added. Readers are warned about the fact that all the following statements are opposed by local people and by one French traveler who got his attention brought to these writings. They are encouraged to learn more about the deep analysis introduced above. The present website underlines the writings are the sole responsibility of their author, Ramla Akhtar, aka Rmala Aalam.

Table of content (posts between May 07 & June 10, 2019)

• May 07: Visions, flights, esoteric missions, predictions
• May 09: Not a good woman, sacred destruction, holy catastrophe came for sacred destruction, holy catastrophe
• May 12: False women blogger accounts, drug & sex conspiracy, single female travelers sex exploited,  raping as a tradition, Kyrgyz weddings, dance & cannibalsoreign
• May 13: Black magic, sexually and incestuously abused as a kid, abandoned by all, nervous breakdown, actual sex at 34, babe
• May 14: Men raping young girls, guides selling guests, accomplice local authorities, paedophile, guesthouse, altitude similar to drug, conspiracy from kids to old people
• May 28: Kid, Wakhi people, hate, ingratitude, debacles, prayers fucked, glacier, horse, crevasse,  fucking toxic racists,  shitty & creepy things, stolen conversations, open air fuckhouse, treachery & debauchery,  outsider, Pakistani Muslim of another race and sect, not one of theirs
• May 30: North Pakistani serial rapist & child-molester, guesthouse, French photographer, Bernard G*, sexist, racist, blocked, journalist, public lie evidence, attacks, harassment,  supremacist,  silly chauvinistate. Removed by Facebook
• June 01: French Embassy 1, clueless citizen favoring a rapist, women of color, tornado speech, meddling & abusing
• June 02: French Embassy 2, batted, loony Bernard G***,  racist white, colonial, Supremacist, Russia, women's fault, laugh Removed by Facebook
• June 06: Eid, terrorized, French clown, Bernard G***, professional troll, attorneys, Pakistani pedophile
• June 09: Mountain people assaulting, misguiding, trapping guests, police,  US/European authorities illegal activities,valey with binge alcoholism, wayward sexuality, forward opinions, "free to give up/lose" NOT "free to obtain/hoard".
• June 09 : Frenchman collaborating with host, crimes against women & girls frightened with altitude & local saint, inadequate food, protection, guesthouse, Urdu, stinky chicken, inky spots , nutrition collapseout.
• June 10: Western duplicacy at its best: Malala support,  Pakistanis cannot report reckless and waywards guides, illegal ibex, women and girls, alcohol & drugs.

May 07: Visions, flights, esoteric missions, predictions

Several years ago, in 2012, I was leaving for Turkey. Family was migrating to North America... but I, a dedicated spiritualist since childhood, had been seeing a vision since 2009. In trance states I saw a LOT of people migrating towards Greece (via Turkey).

I said to my Mom in 2009: "You know Mom a lot of people are now migrating to Greece?" She kinda understood but from what I understand of listening to male family members, they were talking amongst themselves that I am... basically mental.

"Mum", I said. "We have very little time."

By 2012 thr color from my face was draining when I heard my brothers planning about a life in North America.

"There is no future!", I blurted.
They gave me the look.

I know nobody eas listening to me... but to me; future is clearer than the deep lines on my palm.

I packed for a remote region in a Muslim country... and tossed between Turkey and Morocco... Finally leaving for Turkey.

Once in Istanbul I felt I never had a life before it. I tried of think of 33 years before... and all I saw was a paper burning. Blank slate.

I belonged to where I was.

But once I started walking the streets of Istanbul I felt stabbing lines of conflicting energies. I wrote to my Sufi shaykh: "Something is about to erupt here."

In 2013, chaos broke out in Istanbul.
Meanwhile I was back in Pakistan and I just wouldn't rest until I had gone to some mountain. I wanted to flee.

One night I booked a ticket.
In the morning my Mom heard the craziest thing she has heard me say when she saw me leaving on one of my several spontaneous journeys.

"And where are you off to now?", she asked, as she saw me walking out in practically my night pyjamas with a change of shirt.
"Kathmandu", I said.
"KAATH/MUN/DOOOO???", she yelped.
Yes, I said. And you handle Dad 'cause I have no time for it.

My esoteric missions are completely unknown to people around me.

I was fed up... I was fed up being around and with idiots who cannot perceive reality. This is the craziest nightmare from hell if you ask me. What I see, you can't see on a ton of bong with a pound of ecstasy. I see our world in grave danger of a catastrophic annihilation at the hands of adverse climate breakdown.

But the fuckiest crazy thing is this: MOST PEOPLE CANNOT SEE IT.

They just can't.
 brains have accepted this meltung piece of hell as reality.

This is the craziest thing I have seen.

 I am on fucking FIRE because I KNOW most of us are marked for death.

But folks care about how fat I am, how much am I eating, or if I made them feel inferior.

People have completely fucked with me, and in doing so gave fuckex with their lives and families because I hrld a rare key to their salvation.

I dunno if I amy longer have it.

But.. gotta flee.
Gotta flee once afain and leave THEM to their delusion meanwhile literally ALL I EVER PREDICTED has come true...
(See old posts on my personal FB.)

May 09: Not a good woman, sacred destruction, holy catastrophe came for sacred destruction, holy catastrophe

I tell you why I am not a "good woman" who "makes peace". I did not come to this world for passing my time and to make peace.

I came for SACRED DESTRUCTION, HOLY CATASTROPHE. I came to uproot the vile fruit, I came to turn the soil. I came to open windows and doors and to let the fresh air in.

I am breath, gale, gust, wind and life.
I am rain, watershed, sunlight.

I came as question and answer.
I am a force of life.

I find cures to YOUR pains by keeping my body diseased... this is how I get to understand the illness and obtain its "feels".

My job is not your job.
My lifepath is not your life.

May 12: False women blogger accounts, drug & sex conspiracy, single female travelers sex exploited,  raping as a tradition, Kyrgyz weddings, dance & cannibals

I laugh with tears when I read dreamy (false) blogger accounts of "tourism in Pakistan". LOL. When I came up North in 2013, truly solo and on my own (without security and a team of male guards who remain out of picture in fake bloggers' reviews), locals went berserk.

Forcing travelers one way or another into drugs and sex and giving paid entertainment to male guides is a time-honored tradition.... and damn you if you don't abide. THE ONLY TIME IT WON'T HAPPEN IS WHEN YOU ARE WITH A GROUP OR CLEARLY SOME SORT OF MEDIA/INTERNET PERSON. Even then, their itch is strong and they are hoping to rip your well-guarded neck off and assault you most brutally.... they just CAN'T, that is the problem.

Men even in their 80's demand hosts to hand over the guest to them for the night. Women of these regions are part of the game; they cooperate to provide booty to males. Like in a movie from some crazy remote century.... if it were possible they would abduct you and throw you in a den of males aged 15-95.

I seriously mean it.... picking up women right off the field for raping or "marrying" is an actual fucking TRADITION! If you don't believe me just look up documentaries on "marriage" in Central Asia!

Hold on let me look them up for you.
<a couple of minutes of googling...>

Here you go, friends!
IT'S AN ACTUAL GODDAMN THING!!!
((See photos... and next time, just ask locals.))

☆ Bride kidnapping is a thing!
☆ Old men trying to be the first to rape a virgin teen girl is a THING!!
☆ Demanding tourists and travelers to just SURRENDER is an actual fucking thing and COUNTLESS women have been put in compromised positions and sometimes "rescued" by ally parties in the nick of time or just after...

YOU WOULDN'T BELIEVE IT UNTIL YOU SEE IT but you better believe the craziness that exists!

I have seen it!!
((See: “Violence against women in Central Asia alarms activists

and  A Bride Kidnapping in Kyrgyzstan Ends in a Young Woman's Death))

The Eva Zu Beckers of the blogging world will neither tell you not really know what actual shit flies around in reality!

They don't know and they won't tell you that a famous NGO worker who almost killed himself with workaholicism trying to ESTABLISH SCHOOLS FOR GIRLS also FORCED GIRLS INTO SEX WITH HIM in the Islamabad branch of one of the hostels for girls! Yup. That was simply, according to him, part of his entitlement and "salary". Can anyone effing believe it?

At first and for very long, neither did I.
But it happened. And folks know it.
مگر لاوء اپنے گواہ اگر لاسکتے ہو ورنہ سب کچھ جان کر بهی چپ کرکے بیٹهے رہو.
Enjoy the whimsical drop into a pocket of some past forgotten century!!!!

If you come to these regions and say WOW WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON they respond HOW DARE YOU COME TO OUR REGION AND CHALLENGE OUR **TRADITIONS**. Open sex hunts are ACCEPTABLE here and you will not believe it until you see it... the indescribably CRAZY realities of the world!!

The men have a peculiar dance and if you look closely... well it's what I call a peacock dance.... the "come to me woman" mating ritual dance.

It's like walking into the materialization of some truly odd episode of National Geographic.

All fun and games when you watch it on TV but not so much fun anymore when you are the equivalent of Johnny Depp as a pirate, being hauled off by cannibals.

RUN FOR YER FUCKING LIFE, JOHNNY!!

Shit. Just. Gaat. Reeaaaalllll!!!! 😂😂😂😄😄😅😯😕😣😦😧

May 13: Black magic, sexually and incestuously abused as a kid, abandoned by all, nervous breakdown, actual sex at 34, babe

May be I should thank God more and more, though it has been so challenging in the midst of agony where my body was burning, for surviving, thus far, these traumas and experiences::

☆ Left in foster care at age 4ish
☆ Experienced sexual abuse from age 5-6. Couldn't speak to anyone bc far from my parents.
☆ Used frequently in black magic rituals and put in trances by family which used my body as an organ for the occult to do such things as try to find lost objects
☆ Parting from women who cared for me in lieu of my mother
☆ Being rejected by Mother upon being returned to her at age 10. Chapter of being loved by Mum... closed.
☆ Incestuous abuse at the age of 11 - 12
☆ Extensive problems pertaining to puberty
☆ Two robberies at my house... my age 22 and 28. Losing all my gold in the first; losing the first mobile I had, bought from my own money in the second plus losing the last of my gold. Never wore gold since. Chapter closed.
☆ Losing repeatedly in love. Massive betrayal at age 25
☆ Nervous breakdown at age 33... continuing to this day... bone density loss... massive illness.
☆ All family migrates abroad... I am left alone, living in a remote village. LOL. Aren't my family precious... dumping me twice in my life to seek better opportunities for themselves. They say they "love" me but if I am assaulted by their lovely relatives then OK. No problemo!!
☆ I am assaulted again at age 34. This time I say "fuck it" and let the pain carry on. I await annihilation... which hasn't come.
☆ Absolute isolation when I carry and birth my only child... I allowed only my Mother and an uncle to attend. Baby's father abandons me even though I pay a part of the expenses of a surgery he was undergoing at the same time. He fled; I found him again when our kid was 2.25.
☆ Continuous abandonment by that incredible monster who has a very good reputation on the surface.
☆ When I was 28 I met a Sufi community. They backstabbed and abandoned me extremely cruelly and it often seems to me that meeting them is one reason why past dreadful memories of events I had FORGOTTEN reemerged... and my future, too, caught fire.
🙏🙏🌹☝🌙

I feel as if I am continuously burning and actually most of my organs are damaged. It is insane.
A lot of people complain that I am ANGRY but their body isn't burning, right now. They possibly have not been sexually assaulted, abused, hit, molested by their loved ones.

AND FOR NO GOOD REASON AT ALL EXCEPT THAT JUST SEEING MY FACE SENDS SOOOOO MANY PEOPLE INTO AGONY. Who the bunkin heck knows why... 😡😡😡😮😕

Rahey Naam Allah ka.
Kulli nafse zaiqa til maut -- "all beings will experience death".

Praise be to Allah Who is Beautiful and Al-Jameel.

May 14: Men raping young girls, guides selling guests, accomplice local authorities, paedophile, guesthouse, altitude similar to drug, conspiracy from kids to old people

EDIT: Relatives and allies of the accused must know that Pakistani laws and public are HIGHLY UNFAVORABLE towards girlchild rapists and monster tour guides and hosts who are harming national and foreign tourists. Therefore don't be stupid; do not make any attempts to harass or bully. There are 20 crore people in Pakistan and you better not mess with justice. Take care.
♢♢ORIGINAL POST BELOW♢♢
So let's see what anyone does about it. (Knowing Pakistan, no one will do anything. They will only torture me, bullshit, make excuses, make threats, express disbelief, ask ME to run and hide and be silent -- which is kinda right bc who wants live with and talked to such a nation full of moral cowards --, make me sit and describe in delectable long details all tortures I know and have experienced... and so on..not a single maai ka laal will do anything. 🙏☝✔

(Trust me their focus will be "why were you cursing" not "why our our men raping young girls openly; and tour guides are selling their guests to whoever they please while local authorities cover up everything".)

So. With this mini exposé (this is a first part) I might as well be feeding meat to the devil. But here goes... my exposé of possibly one of the most notorious #pedophiles and #rapists Pakistan houses.

What fun irony is that his brother helped establish one of the largest system of schools for girls and is thus prominently featured in the book STONES INTO SCHOOLS. However bringing out that angel side didn't help him (the elder brother) overcome the resident demon side and the fact is that he and his son attempted (translation: they had sex with) upon the girls of their hostel.

Yup the man who helped a foreign NGO establish schools for girls ALSO tried to have sex with girls in hostels they established such that village laborers asked to be engaged in the projects refused to work for them. ((The foreigners possibly never knew but sensed something was off.))

((The angry villagers have corroborated this pidce of information in the past 3 years.))

Anyway. The man in purple in the first photo (edit: photo is now deleted; suitable other photos will be uploaded) is the notorious pedo I have been telling you about. The next four screenshots are his conversation with a girl of about 15 or 16 when he was 43 years old. The girl is one of his many relative-nieces.

In early 1990s when he was a schoolteacher he raped a slightly disabled (one leg was limpy) girl, his niece-by-relation, of 8th (or so) grade early in the morning in school and left her unconscious and bleeding. He ran and hid at home and was chased by angry villagers... and ultimately exiled the same day. (Was put on a jeep or such on which he exited the village and ultimately came to Karachi where he lived a few years before returning home.)

Back at home he overtook a village #guesthouse his father had established and began inviting foreign travelers via #CouchSurfing.

Now understand this is a VERY remote region at high altitude.... with houses far from each other....low oxygen which has a dizzying affect on the brain. It's like an open air #disorientation chamber. People who live on low altitudes will NEVER UNDERSTAND IT but just like scubadiving is different from walking on Earth... living on high altitude is like suddenly plunging into water. It's that disorienting. In unacclamatized newbies this can cause #edema(fluid) in lungs or head.

Funnily enough some of the affects of such disorientation can be quite pleasing as the victim doesn't realize they are dying or getting affected. They feel it as a pleasant sensation (because the soul begins leaving the body and the feeling is sensational and quite pleasing to some) ... and thus is why at high altitudes some travelers or mountaineers will openly walk to their death or some other danger EVEN IF SOMEONE TRIES TO STOP THEM. Once again that is because the soul finds death quite pleasing and thus tries to continue to exit the body... undertaking actions that will endanger or kill the host/body/human.

The affect is similar to being drugged.

Some people on such altitudes understand this phenomenon all too well; and use it to exploit guests. It is very similar to the act of mixing drugs in the drink of a person and using them when they are giddy.

Only that here the thin oxygen and pleasing surrounding act as a natural stimulant/relaxant and drug. Fits of laughter and crying, altered memories, and so on is extremely common... one reason is the emotional overwhelm of being in pristine surroundings.

Anyway.
Our lovely man *Alam Jan Dario* opened the guesthouse and lured travelers. Once they were in the region (remember first phones arrived here in November 2013 only! Before that the closest phone was 4 hours away in the border town of Sost, also a highly-incriminable region legendarily unsafe for all but hardy males) the host would overcome and overwhelm female travelers.

He ended up assaulting countless guests. But the more sinister thing he did was to *hand over his guests to other predators*. This he did by "accidentally" going away from the lonely guests.... then sending in a predator while pretending he had no clue someone arrived behind his back.

Do you understand this from the unsuspecting target's point of view? What they see is that their lovely poor host/guide went off for a while and SOMEONE came in and hurt them or frightened them.

What they didn't realize was that the guide himself sent the predator.

Meanwhile... the whole valley and the people in the tourism business know the secret. The unsuspecting traveler is running around like a mouse amongst cats. Everybody knows but nobody tells them.

♢♢
I have currently worked with a foreign guest to have his advertisement on #Workaway (a website where hosts list their offers for travelers to stay for freee in exchange for work) removed. She reached me through an exposé I anonymously published. When I told her details she was shocked... but believed me. And that one piece/clue of the puzzle... him asking her for her photo to "show to his family" (he would share it with potential predators) ... it *clicked*.

So here we go.
Let's see what happens.

The man is in a certain valley bordering Afghanistan which is accessible via a pass called Irshad Pass/"Irshad Uween" in local language. For decades his family's was the only guesthouse in the valley.

There are other guesthouses now which are run by safe respectable families. WE WILL BE GLAD TO RECOMMEND SAFE, NEAT, RESPECTABLE GUESTHOUSES AND GUIDES IN THE VALLEY.
🙏✔

As for Dario, his ENTIRE family/clan is part of the scam including kids and nieces and nephews and wife and mom. They play the part of lovely family while he lures the target in. They are not at fault per se but I just want you to know that they are used by him to lure you in.

Next I will share more about family members so you can stay away from them if you meet them in Islamabad and Karachi where they operate to lure tourists back to home.

Dario is extremely well-connected and well-known. I will be fucked oved for publishing this but here it goes.

Oh and... I was one of the targets. I have proof like it's nobody's business! 😂 Cheers.

May 28: Kid, Wakhi people, hate, ingratitude, debacles, prayers fucked, glacier, horse, crevasse,  fucking toxic racists,  shitty & creepy things, stolen conversations, open air fuckhouse, treachery & debauchery,  outsider, Pakistani Muslim of another race and sect, not one of theirs

My kid doesn't look like me.
You know why?
Because her father is a different race and she more resembles him.

Yup that's right, I am the happy Mommy of a lovely little sweet Wakhi-Tajik girl -- who has been abandoned by her father, and is constantly under attack by her tribe because she has an "outsider" Mommy. 👏👏☝👍

The list of deceits and our traumas is long.
I was hated minutes after I entered the valley first.

And some things, no matter what you do, are not changed.

✔I gave them money.
✔I wrote lovely things about them.
✔I volunteered.
✔I built a business.
✔I was quiet and kept to myself... which to me is virtue but was deemed the lack of cool. (They suggested that by comparison, white/western tourists are more "lively"). 😑
✔I didn't drink and dance or did other crazy things (something which can get you under suspicion LOL).
✔I made websites for them. {Link soon}
✔I did whatever a persona-non-grata can do to stick around as a guest... and finally I made family with one of them.✔✔

Debacles have deepened since.

Because I come from a #Sufi spiritual background, and just a year before arriving here I had been at the tomb of Mevlana Rumi and been overwhelmed with Love, for a loooong time I thought I fucked some prayer/chant up, and now I am seeing demons everywhere. I didn't believe me.

Possibly it was similar to when I first (actually second) saw a #glacier... my mind was fucked. Completely. My first glacier was on a road or a path was built over it (early 1990s). My second (2006) was nestled inside a mountain.

And I.. sitting on a horse after a 6 hour ride... I just couldn't tell how fucking large or small it was.

WHAT IS THIS? I asked my untrained guide.
Glacier he said.
*of course I knew it was a glacier I am just talking about the drama of it*

Can I put my horse on it, I asked.

Yes you can, he said.
BUT THEN IT WILL BREAK AND YOU WILL FALL INSIDE.

Trouble with being a brown woman is that there are so few narratives in your language by your people for people of your backgrounds and minds... there is so little to build upon and relate to.

I just couldn't figure.
I hadn't back then in 2006 read accounts by Pakistani women talking about glaciers and crevasses.

And believe me it matters.

♢♢
When I saw a distant distinct culture... I tried to see it through lenses I was familiar with.
I had mostly read accounts by people WHO LOVE OTHER CULTURES and have kumbaya moments.

PART of me stares at reality but there is enough circus to distract me. People who call me negative and people WHO JUST ASSUME I MUST BE TALKING SHIT BECAUSE I AM THE COLOR OR CAST OR SECT OR RELIGION OR NATIONALITY I AM. I have seen people assume ALL SORTA THINGS because I am me.

And while I don't care about it, it's also hard to not come to your own defense when you are being hauled off unexpectedly one night by the police on account of being... YOU. (Turns out my guide-host and then husband turned me in. HE WAS IN THE BUSINESS IF ROBBING AND TGEN DISCARDING TRAVELERS WHOLE IRCHESTRATING SUCH A CRUEL AND FRIGHTENING SITUATION TGAT MOST WOULD RUN WITH THEIR DAYLIGHTS BLOWN OUT.

But his bad luck... this one last time he chose to mess with a Sufi Pakistani writer with a background in journalism. Fate turned the tables on him... though it has taken us years.)

It's as unexpected, treacherous, sad and non-negotiable as that unexpected sheet of ice that caves under you revealing a crevasse.

I have fallen into a crevasse since I came to this land. It is a little private scary-as-shit hell and it's very very hard to explain how and why I cannot climb up a crevasse just the way I can climb up stairs.

👉Crevasses are not stairs my friends.
👉Those who fall in try, but do not always succeed.

When I found out I was expecting my kid... I knew I was in a shitty deep harrowing beautiful-as-fuck white-blue crevassse. I know I was in bullshit.

I swallowed.

I said to the healthcare people (doctors): I am ... going to bring this child to the world.

My chest was full of infection and edema at that time.
I didn't want to put meds in my kids so I bypassed meds in pregnancy. I ordered a load of fuller's earth (Multani mitti) and I ate it.

I had a healthy child.

I asked her father one last time... that last time stretching over years... if he will support her. He lied and said all sorts of shitty things. [EMAILS ARE IN MY INBOX AND MESSAGES ARE IN MY PHONE]

But he wouldn't support the kid.
You see, these people who lie and pretend that people of my sect are abusing them or whatever... they are fucking toxic racists (when the case is that we haven't done what we are accused of; obviously wjenever whoever dies an ill deed it is an ill deed.. PERIOD). They have an unspoken pact TO NEVER HELP A MUSLIM PAKISTANI NOT OF THEIR OWN KIND... period.

You do whatever the fuck you want.. but it's like trying to wake up the corpse of your dead beloved by singing your favorite romantic song.

That shit ain't happening.

It doesn't matter that I am a Pakistani who in my time and place helped THOUSANDS regardless of who they were.
It doesn't matter that I am a pretty fantastic Muslim.

They are under an oath to not love.
And that's it.

I swallowed my bitter bile and said: I am about to have a Wakhi-Tajik kid. And though it fucks up my life most profoundly... THERE IS NO WAY I AM ABANDONING A CHILD.

People offered to take her from me so I could "resume" my life.

But when I was a little girl I watched #Narnia and read fairytales of people walking into strange lands.

And I said: I WILL LIVE INSIDE THIS CREVASSE.

Incredible amount of hatred and attacks and obscenity have exploded since.

Once I was making a website for the kid's father. He gave me access to his Facebook and email.
I opened them.. and I discovered a very recent conversation with a local now-married-with-kids wonan who seemed to be a common shared lover of many men.

My kid's father was teasing her: "You me and X (a man) can sleep together... he will sleep on one side and I will on the other." It took me a couple of years of corroborated stories to figure out that freeforall sexuality is a norm here. And in front of it outsiders like me stand as stupid and clueless as if in front of a white glacier.. I couldn't tell if THAT THING was a FEW FEET wide or 50 meters across!

I had never seen a Glacier sleeping in the arms of scree!

The conversation in the FB inbox was half in my language half In theirs. But soon enough an explosion tumbled forth.

Now tell you what I have been online since 1998. And God be my witness.... I have done plenty of shitty and creepy things. And for some crazy reason (people say it is Sufi thing overload) I have geen particularly shitty since about 7 years.

But none of those conversations led to or were based on anything REAL. I never even met most people I am connected with. I have a very solitary life. If I thought something was serious I blocked the people.

But what I saw in this inbox confused me.

☆Messages from consensual girlfriends.
☆Sexy talk with local women.
☆Crying pleading letter from a foreigner guest who felt she was assaulted against her will; she wasn't sure what happened; he told her "life is complicated now it's done... better get married").
☆ A conversation with a male foreigner in which our hero asked him: "What do you think of me sleeping with a friend's wife?" Friend replied... "Ughhhh... yikes. Aint that weird?" Quick (false) reply: "Oh well my friend is dead." Reply: "But still." {In 2016 I mentioned that to a local co-investigator. He told me he knew the woman; she lives in G9 ISB and was the wife of a living local friend of Hero.} 🙏☝
☆ and conversation with 15-16 year old local girls in which he was asking one of them (her name was Z*), why wouldn't she have her first sex with him?

I was in a crevasse that had just caved in deeper.

I saved two conversations... one with Z* and another with N* (their facebook names). Later I deleted the one with Z*. Bc it had an exquisite request for sex. And I just couldn't deal with it without it killing me.

It has taken me a shitstorm of Real Life to know IT IS A COMMON NORM HERE.

No matter how loudly they protest and whatever defamation they come up with... The fact is that there is an open air fuckhouse in here. Treachery and debauchery is a VALUE. Loyal person are laughed at, ridiculed, punished.

I was in a crevasse that kept getting deeper.

I closed my eyes and breathed... and it seems the glacier melted.

My Narnia was my new reality... and it since so long has been.

My point is: I NEED TO KNOW I AM IN A FUCKED UP PLACE... AND I AM NOT ONE OF THEM NOR LIKE THEM..

This may lead to shittier things.
It may lead to better things.

May be they too are in crevasses and need to crawl out.
May be they can SEE my good light shining and stab me with their traumas. Who knows.

I am an easy target.

Because an outsider.
A Pakistani Muslim of another race and sect.

Not one of theirs.
🙏☝✔😑

May 30: North Pakistani serial rapist & child-molester, guesthouse, French photographer, Bernard G*, sexist, racist, blocked, journalist, public lie evidence, attacks, harassment,  supremacist,  silly chauvinistate. Removed by Facebook

Jeez.

 I exposed a serial rapist and child-molester who lives in the North of Pakistan in practically the last village which borders Afghan #Wakhan region, and who runs a guesthouse which until about 3 years ago hosted only foreigners with rare exceptions to Pakistanis, I was attacked on my page by an ignorant #French photographer Mr. Bernard G.* He said some pretty nasty and filthy things and eventually had to be blocked and his sexist, racist comments deleted.
He tried to tell me that me exposing the dangerous troubles of the region is "racist" of me; that I am a hater. I explained I am not a hater, but a highly patient spiritually driven person working in a region not only exotic to me, but where I am hated for being me. That drove the Frenchman nuts. According to him only my type of Pakistanis are bad, oh yeah.
So you see my friends?
The idea has been marketed to visiting foreigners here that "this is the only peaceful region and we are the only civilized people". While this is kinda true, this has become the basis of them attacking ANYBODY they don't like. And I have been thus attacked.
And I am pissed.
But I ain't gonna waste anymore time on it. Not today. This creepfest unfolds on you... but I am formidable... I say "This is just the evidence I needed in order to show to public how a LIE is created, strengthened and perpetuated."
I am not a great person; but I don't also #rape girls and children. And I would especially never do it if I were a key person I establishing girls' schools in the region or his younger brother. (Both brothers raped. The father was a proud illegal ibex hunter; foreigners, instead of reporting these crimes, see it as sexy and make HEROES out of these wild men who are infact locally hated.)
Mr. BG, if you are reading this, please have the courtesy and the journalistic testicles enough to stop harassing me. Instead.. call the locals of the region and ask them. May be they will report A FEW MORE CASES that even I haven't heard of -- yet. (We heard our first when my kid was 1.5 years old. Since then, crap JUST/ KEEPS/ UNFOLDING!)
You need to apologize and learn a few things:
✔ never meddle publicly in a situation that you may have an OPINION ON but know nothing about.
✔ Don't consider YOUR version or vision SO RIGHT that you attack a stranger based on it; when presented with new info, have the courtesy to stop and investigate.
✔ Are you a photographer? Then be journalistic. I have a million things to say, but one of them is, YOU SHOULD NEVER ENGAGE IN A SITUATION IN A FOREIGN LAND especially one as explosive as Pakistan and more especially WHEN YOU KNOW NOTHING and are a supremacist know-it-all.
You don't know what the fuck is real (and you will not because you are not stopping yo ask, even). You should know that not only can you PUT someone in trouble or do injustice, but eventually you will put yourself in trouble.
{Mini seminar on common sense for international travelers+blogger-photographer-cultural tourists... to be continued}
♢♢♢
* I planned to write his full name and expose his ID and page but on second thought, I will spare this silly chauvinist and forgive and forgive him his outburst of Stupid since it seems that near the end of the conversation he figured sonething was off. But as is the typucal fashion of insecure frightened men who gave done something stupid, he offers me that he will listen, but only uf I will be polite.
Yup... I have to be polite while he in his first-ever comment exploded in rants, accusations and concluded with a threat. 😆🙏☝✔ #Amazing.

June 01: French Embassy 1, clueless citizen favoring a rapist, women of color, tornado speech, meddling & abusing

This morning I had to call the embassy of a foreign country to alert them that one of their clueless citizens was being stupid and favoring a RAPIST, and arguing with me while defending the said rapist. 😑😑

I take no shit from foreigners who believe they can say or do WHATEVER to women of color.

I don't care if I go to jail for this.
Truth is truth.

Nobody has a right to meddle in the private affairs of two Pakistanis without genuine cause.

I have all the proofs... I am not publishing them out of courtesy.

 foreign consulate was very polite but because I speak English at the speed of a tornado, they could hardly catch. I said PLEASE RECORD ME AND TRANSLATE.

Well anyway.. I told them: Please protect your citizen by advising him to stop meddling and abusing. I told them "I am writing about a BAD MAN and your citizen is abusing me."

if you think this is a silly circus...then yes. It is.

I have to deal with all sorts of distractions before we head towards The Rapist.

((Currently sitting at a printer hoping to print poster of my tiny business. WHEW. Life of naturalist Mom, eh? Dealing with rapist CouchSurfing dudes, their buddies... and .. printing.))

June 02: French Embassy 2, batted, loony Bernard G***,  racist white, colonial, Supremacist, Russia, women's fault, laugh Removed by Facebook

I batted this loony Bernard G*** OUT OF THE PARK for fukking with me. I dunno who he is but apparently some racist white Supremacist stuck in some past century with a colonial version of events that no one cares about any longer.
Dude lives in the century where Russia was an enemy and... when men raped women it was THE WOMAN'S FAULT.
I really did call up the French Embassy and told them a French dude is fighting with me online. I am sure they had a laugh but nevermind. I put my point across and I got it on record that I sent a friendly warning ti this madman's embassy.
چوتیا سمجها ہے ہم پاکستانیوں کو؟
اhmmm...

June 06: Eid, terrorized, French clown, Bernard G***, professional troll, attorneys, Pakistani pedophile

We spent out Eid traveling with friends and eating Chinese food, mud-plastering my shop and... being terrorized this French clown, Bernard Grua #BernardGrua who claims to be a photographer but actually is also (it came as a surprise to me) an actual professional troll!

I have never met one before, so I am a little taken aback.
I realize this man us taking advantage of the fact that in stress, I keep staying online and fighting for mydelf.

If anyone has any information on Mr. Grua and his background of trolling please come forth.
We will be speaking with attorneys to determine the rights of French citizens over Pakistan. Is it true that he has the authority yo work with Pakistani police to terrorize a Pakistani wonan who was exposing a Pakistani pedophile?

If so, this is fucked up. And the Pakistani police amd state will have to inform us just when the French became our viceroy. (I am being sarcastic of course. The responsibility is of the French state to control its citizens..if there is no law against the French terrorizing people oversees, then there better be one.)

June 09: Mountain people assaulting, misguiding, trapping guests, police,  US/European authorities illegal activities,valey with binge alcoholism, wayward sexuality, forward opinions, "free to give up/lose" NOT "free to obtain/hoard".

Sure. Mountain people have an inherent virtue. They also have troubles they are steadfast and patient with.

NONE OF THAT HOWEVER EXCUSES assaulting and playing with and mocking and ridiculing and misguiding your guests; and sweet-talking them into revealing vulnerabilities and secrets WHICH YOU THEN SOREAD LIKE WILDFIRE WITH MALICIOUS INTENT; or extracting information that you then hastily sell to police or trapping guests to do compromising actions then reporting them to agencies and authorities and when the shocked guest (who was often doing questionable actions and saying troubling words just to please the hosts or to respond to provocations to bravado) says "but but.. YOU asked/guided me to do it!" then these virtue-signallers claim "we were testing you". This is similar to how US/European authorities *enticed* Muslim youth to do terrorist operations then called it a sting. It was later argued that it was grooming, except you were not real groomers. So basically you ASJED someone to do anti-state activities then it turned out you are state yourself. (There is a name for this which I forget.) This is not the same as undercover surveillance where a NON-ENGAGED state actor enters a territory and ensnares by observation and minimal necessary engagement. This is something else. In this method the state actor goes around ENTICING AND CONVINCING people to do an anti-state or illegal activity. And when they do it or even show consent, the state actor reveals their ID and the fished are condemned. But the question is; had the enticer not appeared WITH A GOAL TO GAIN CONVERTS... would the enticed have been enticed? And is their being enticed not owing to immaturation and a gap in development and knowledge not wholly their bad intent or malpractice? Is it so that the enticed trusted the enticer?

There is a valley in **our world** known since decades for its lawlessness, binge alcoholism (home-brewed "water" ie alcohol is available for as low as rs 1200/liter), wayward sexuality (sleeping with sisters-in-law and friends' wives and basically any moving female/male thing is completely acceptable here. As a matter of fact you will be ridiculed and suspected for NOT being part of the sexual geometry -- and algebra, bc who's fucking whom and why gets very complicated at a point and "reset the whole thing!" is a seasonal decluttering thing here LOL -- of the culture. Not everyone does it and many hate and condemn it but the point is there is nothing to stop those who do...not that I am asking it to be stopped by forces because I GET IT that voluntary relinquishing is aspect of a highly evolved culture and the sad thing is that this degenerate culture is in actuality a ... possible model for a highly-evolved FUTURISTIC society.  in my opinion are not backwards but FORWARD only they are not able to uphold their own values and reality and are instead collapsing. I used to say that "you are not behind the times; you are 200 years ahead of it but it is a shame that you are leaving yiur true values behind and trying to be a poor caricature of a "free" society...  have completely misunderstood and forgotten the meaning of FREE. 

Free is "free to give up/lose" NOT "free to obtain/hoard". LOSS IS GAIN IN REALITY!!

TO BE CONTINUED.

It's cold and I'm sneezing.

June 09 : Frenchman collaborating with host, crimes against women & girls frightened with altitude & local saint, inadequate food, protection, guesthouse, Urdu, stinky chicken, inky spots , nutrition collapseout.

 So a Frenchman (BG) is collaborating of his own accord with a CouchSurfing host (named "AJD" -- initials) in C*******n valley who is known for his crimes against women and girls and in/famous for his attacks on and **trafficking** of female guests.

Basically he ensnares guests and frightens them using a combination of

🚩high altitude exhaustion

🚩weird spiritualist tales that use the legend of the local saint.... the valley has a large powerful shrine ⚠AND DO YOU KNOW IT IS PART OF PAKISTAN'S PENAL CODE THAT ANYONE WHO FRIGHTENS ANOTHER OF ADVERSE SUPERNATURAL CONSEQUENCES if party 2 doesn't do the bidding of party 1 is INCRIMINABLE??⚠🔚

🚩 hunger and cold (inadequate food and heating are provided at his homestay and on some days it can send some guests into shivers and mild mindlessness overnight... I have seen several guests leaving quickly if they can... a feat that may be challenging for solo travelers who, due to exhaustion, often collapse and overstay. "I couldnt leave" is written in the testimonials in the guestbook. While it may seem to stem from pleasure and comfort one of the actual reasons is exhaustion)

🚩and.... most deadly, a fright of men in authority. AJD tells his guests that the bad bad army, agencies, police etc are after the guest or will harm them if they are not constantly shadowed by him or under his "protection". It's one thing to sit in the comfort of your house, especially when you are a male who cannot *feel* danger from other males as well as a female can (and we know that sooooo many males are such assholes about it and refuse to admit that women and children can be in danger however same males yell ow ow and cry 'unfair!' And "don't you dare you little bitch!" if they are challenged. I have seen these coward dances a million times in my powerful life)... it's one thing to sit in the comfort of your house and say "HOW IS THAT A PROBLEM? I WOULD HAVE JUST.... [insert smart action]"... but it's another thing if you are alone and, male or female, you walk around fascinated with the scenery and thinking of something as abstract as environmental collapse and the externalities of tourism... plotting your next article/blog in your head and hoping to structure it in such a delicate way that you both share the issues and needs of the area BUT ALSO NOT compromise the dignity of the locals NOT unintentionally make any tourists or donors be repelled... AND SUDDENLY A MAN APPEARS OUT OF NOWHERE breaking your concentration and making you jump. Really..especially when you are filled with such complicated thinking, and the back of your mind is thinking "waitaminute I think I am a bit lost in this pasture" and... you are hungry and your guide/host seemed to have made no clear arrangements which SOME though not ALL tourists/travelers expect.

You now know what it meant when some travelers mention in hushed tones "it was lovely but I wish better advice were provided". As a matter of fact in AJD's guesthouse is a framed Urdu article by travelers who appear to be from Quetta who drove into this valley several years ago. (I saw the article in 2013 and at that time it was several years old... I can't remember what year). The article seemed to part of a series of travelogues in some Urdu weekly magazine. This was the tale of the travelers:

"At Sost we learned of this valley. We entered it on car. We were advised to take a jeep but we didn't. (A number of tourists feel they are being duped but as a matter of fact jeeps, driven by locals, are a better option in many intense mountain places. Once again the traveler needs to know this in advance; however sincere and accurate advance information is not the forté of Pakistani nation where thinking about how to reward one's relatives and how to protect your ass from angry people who will NOT BENEFIT MONETARILY is everyone's first priority. Also it actually takes intense networking and presence PLUS *several trips to the same region over several years* to determine simple truths. The Frenchman who has attacked me demanded how come I, a woman with zero previous adulthood experience of mountain regions (last I was in mountains before 2013 was in early 1990s as a teen with my family), didn't take commando action IMMEDIATELY against AJD and why it has taken me years to collect and verify complex social and personal information about a pedophile who *&obviously*& hides his nefariius activities.. in a place where it takes seceral trips to the lone egg shop to actually find the shopkeeper who is often away and then find eggs; where it took 4-5 days for chicken ti arrives from Sost to Zudkhun in 2013 wgen I was there and I had asked a deoarting guest to buy chicken and veggues in sost and send it by jeep but for 4 days we received first the bill and the news, nect days onions and tomatoes, third day an assurance that the chicken who was resting in a freezer will indeed arrive and on the 4th day a stinky chicken which was cooked and eaten hastily while I was out on a walk... and I kinda thanked God bc the chicken was beyond my appetite due to its smell but I felt bad it was utilized anyway... and i felt a crazy odd trilemma because we all were hungry *and yet* was it ok to eat a stinky chicken *nevertheless* the problem was already solvee bc the chicken had been eaten in my absence possibly bc the poor damily didn't think the chicken should/coukd survive waiting for me. How do yiy tell nutrition-starged folks to discard food with subpar freshness? I felt an inky spot develop in my being. And I was full of such inky spots very soon.... being a very sensitive and compassionate human who was astounded by the nutrition collapse....

TO BE CONTINUED

June 10: Western duplicacy at its best: Malala support,  Pakistanis cannot report reckless and waywards guides, illegal ibex, women and girls, alcohol & drugs.

Western duplicacy at its best.

When Malala sat in Swat and reported about her trials, she was over-supported. Some say it served Western interests to make a very large hero out of her though no doubt she is a hero. (I am not saying she was not right; I am saying there were many to benefit from her virtue.)

On the other hand I cannot report the issues I faced in a certain region of my own country because the reckless and waywards guides and hosts I am writing about have been pandering to the whims of people with dirty demands.

Illegal ibex meat, wonen and girls, alclhol and drugs.. you name it they provide to their foreign guests. The foreign guests then turn upon anyone particularly Pakistanis who even WHISTLE of any trouble.

PHOTO: Paetial photo of the antagonist of our story returning illegally from Tajikistan vua Wakhan strip back into Pakistan.

In 2012, Ramla Akhtar produced a collection of conversations to teach people how to write. These lessons are proposed for purchase on Amazon. There is no doubt Ms Akhtar is talented in writing fictions about herself. For other topics, as evidenced above, her “expertise” and assessments are supported by no substance and no technical skills. Her production is, then, useless if not misleading.
Moreover, her writing is spoiled by:

• large usage of slang words,

• massive plagiarism,

• criminal harassment and calumnious denunciations,
  

• forgery and use of forger, 
  

• conspiracy theories.

Other articles about Hunza & Pamir by Bernard Grua

• FR: Le Grand Jeu : rencontre anglo-russe aux confins du Pamir, de l'Hindou Kouch et du Karakoram
• EN: What to see and what to do in a short period of time in Hunza?
• EN: At the knot of past empires: Zood Khun, a Wakhi village in the high northern mountains of Pakistan
• FR: Chapursan, quand la nuit de Zoodkhun dévoile l’univers
  EN: Chapursan, where Zoodkhun nights unveil the universe
• FR: La Karakoram Highway, prototype des nouvelles Routes de la Soie?
  EN: Karakoram Highway, a prototype of the new Silk Roads?
• FR: Quelques réflexions sur le développement d’un tourisme responsable et communautaire dans la vallée de la Hunza, Pakistan
  EN: Some reflections about the development of a responsible and community based tourism in Hunza Valley, Pakistan
• EN: Tusion, the hidden gem of Pamir

Hussaini, where lives Ramla Akhtar, aka Rmala Aaalam, is a peaceful wakhi village of Gojal.It is internationaly famous for its bridge and its magnificent view over Hunza River and Passu Cones

Ramla's Projects and Rmala's Projects in Hunza

Since 2015, Ms Ramla Akhtar, aka Rmala Aalam, says she proposes consulting services under a solo person unregistered entity called with two names: Ramla's Projects and Rmala's Projects.